Finally...Finally...

Yesterday my final exam is over with the last paper economic development, after the exam i thought i will celebrate, but it seems like i am very calm like nothing special happen. I dont know why??? maybe i did not work hard enough in this final exam or maybe this is a kind of relief from the pressure i suffer this 2 weeks. After the exam i also realize, i like economic more than finance 

coz i have problem answering finance paper but economic paper i still doing ok. I wonder how good it is if Utar can separate financial economic to finance (already available) and economic (not available currently).

Final exam is over, but for me its seem like i got nothing to do very boring!!! want playing dota also me and ah chau nia, wai kit go back already, ah toh go out celebrate liao, but luckily this afternoon i got play dota with ah chau classmate but i am not playing well i mean i play below average and from this game i also know when a person is very tired which mean he show a sign he want to sleep, he cant play well in dota no matter how good he play at normal level.

Next week i will be going to Genting Highlands and back to penang after that.

Classical Music

Tomorrow is my last paper, hope i can do well in that paper. While i am studying, i want to spend some time sharing something with you all. Last week i watch a japanese movie and i start to love classical music especially by the composer at the romantic-era.

My housemate said i am not suitable on listening to all this song  cause i am not that kind of person. They said all this song is very artistic and it is very suitable when u cant sleep at night. Anyway i still start to love all this song, and i wish to download more from the web(no money to buy it) if u all know any website that can download all this song please share with me and thank you for your sharing.

This 2 weeks is like a hell for me not doing very well in my exam, but i still hope i can pass all the paper i have been taken at least get a 2.0 for all the subject.

bad mood

My final exam started today, and i having my very first subject Money and Banking to be tested and it really test me, I hate my stupid brain why cant i remember all the things i needs to memories. Just now i heard one friend said the exam is very easy, but i would said it is moderate maybe my level is a bit low and maybe because of my stupid brain, haha and my aim for this subject is lower from 2.0 to 1.0 and hopefully year 2 sem 3 no need go kampar to futher my study. But if have to go also "bo hua" la, can go back every week also siok what!!!

This two days also feel not very good cause my gigi very very very sakit!!! and just because of gigi sakit i also not feeling well, go to the dentist just now and she said got one patient cuci gigi i have to wait until the nurse call, then only i can be the next patient. I already wait the call for 2 hours already, the nurse never call me. I think i have to wait until tomorrow for my teeth to be treated and i have to continue eating soft thing no meat,vegetable, rice and chicken i only can eat mee. 

Dont want thing too much liao la, focus on next paper is more important. Hopefully Chan Sook Gee 笔下留人.

Complicated

Its already 2 days i back to sungai long, and now i busy preparing my final exam. 

on my way back to sungai long i only realize that i love bm that much, because when i take bus from bm to kl, i am very sleepy but i have the desire to wait until the bus drive into highway where there is almost nothing interesting to see except some building and some of the plantation, then only i will sleep. Maybe this is the feeling to see what is the changes in bm or i just miss this place and hope to see everything that i love, but anyway i just leave this place for 3 weeks and i will back again, rather than 2 and a half month before that. 

At the day i came back to sungai long, i receive a very bad news. My father brother pass away at the day i came back sungai long. I feel pretty disappointed for not manage to attend the funeral, he is a guy who are very love his brother and sister and just because he didnt have kids, he love kids of his brother and sister which is us. For whatever things we needs he will surely buy for us and he also will try to help our family when my family have financial problem, so da bo i love u and u will always in my heart. I already 21 years old, very happy i am a big boy, but the sad things is i start to realize people who are close to me leave one by one (grand ma, grand pa, er bo, da bo). I dont know where are they going, but i hope is heaven. rest in peace all my beloved.

continue study.

unproductive date

August 20th; really unproductive, from 5pm i am dotaing for dont know how many hour. Me and my housemate start playing dota since i back from FM lecture class, and it should be 5pm if i m not mistaken, so thats mean i start playing dota from 5pm afternoon until yesterday morning 10am and of course we got take a break and go for McD and of course dinner. So beside eat the day is full of dotaing, and i only sleep by 10am yesterday morning, so as you all know yesterday i didnt go to school and skip 4 classes,2 tutorial and 2 lecture class and i sleep until 630pm afternoon, i plan to study M&B and i also cant manage to finish even one chapter, i also falling sick 2 days ago and my sound is like ah du, cant speak loudly and sometimes doesnt wish to speak also, so seem like very unproductive for a day and wish to do something meaningful and i think of blogging and this is the only think i manage to think of make my day more meaningful.

Hope that i can get away from the meaningless day as soon as possible.   

Coca Cola (d'chola)

This morning as usual i go to a mamak store to have my supper. But i discover one thing i feel, really impress me deeply and a thing that influence me, which mean if i cant graduate from UTAR i will feel embarrassing. I am sure everyone will wonder why just a mamak store will impress me that much.

In that mamak store, the person who serve me every time i go there, he is a degree holder and sometime a diploma holder come to serve me and the most impress me is the one who make roti canai for me,  he is the one with MBA(Master in Business Administration). What the heck is this world??? a degree and master holder cant find a job in India, so this also show how competitive the world i am going to face when i graduate. If i cant graduate with a degree holder, where am i going to find a job.

My friend in this mamak store, it is good to leave this place, with that low salary, the salary didnt fit your paper, go and find a job with a deserve pay, which means a pay that match with your qualification. Kinda sad u all are living, but we should have a chance to meet again. Chinese always said if u are my friend for one day, thats mean you are my friend for the whole life. So Long my friends.   

letter of apologize (group member)

Sorry seems to be the harders words to said and just now i said sorry to miss but i suppose to keep this sorry for you two, so i writte down my apology to my group member. I want to apologize on the Basic Econometrics assignment i done really bad on my area which is generate the data and interprept the data. I also didnt learn hard enough to use the eviews and make a mistake on the auto colleration assumption and i also make a mistake on the model and interprept wrongly the model, so i would like to said sorry to you two.SORRY...and i will do my best in the last assignment M&B. Lastly, i will said good to have you two as my assignment group member very happy to work with you two. Thats all, hope you two manage to read this.