很痛

大约三年后的今天又在同样一个地方受伤了，我的脚的大拇指又在受伤了指甲整个要起来了，又要去找医生帮我拔起来。都已经穿鞋了还会中！！！walao eh...

follower to lead

在两年前，才要开始找工时就觉得我应该就只是一个很好的follower我连leader的边都沾不上。就连我的第一份工也是跟着别人的指示走完全不需要做一些重大的决定（如果有我就refer senior或manager），在那里senior过我的人太多了（其实我是最junior的那个）。可是在jabil才做了差不多一年基本上我只做了十个月，就已经是那边的senior，明年分分钟就要做lead了.总觉得自己没有这种能力而且也还没有准备好，可是这间公司的turnover太高了，我已经没有时间去判定我到底准备好了吗。只要有人走我就应该要随时takeover，所以我现在也很怕我的senior会走人，也没有时间去鸟到底有没有准备好，更没有时间去想自己有没有那个所谓的自信。有的只是每天都在锻炼自己，好让自己随时都会有takeover的准备，只是不要搞砸了就好。

Words to my mum

Some words to my mum and her sister who treat me like her own son. Hey mum I am a bit lazy and not really smart, I am not that kind of student who manage to enter Ivy league university or be the top student in school. What can I do is just graduate from university and tell you the truth I am very grateful that both you manage to attend my graduation and when every guest come to my house they will go straight towards the piano to see our family portrait during my graduation, I fell like I have make my mum proud of me. Mum, your son, so sad to say that I really dont know how to cook, I am not like my little bro who are a good cook but I know how to drive, I willing to bring you to any restaurants and just have a rest and dont cook on weekend and lets have a great dinner at least during the weekend, just want to let you know I am very happy when I saw both of you eat shabu shabu for the first time and my mum done a very funny thing, the silver bowl and the electrical heating things is meant for the person sit in front of the things so it design so that in front of each of the customer there will be both of this things and my mum simply conquer mine one and become her cooking she basically dump everything in mine and her silver bowl, we share both of the bowl. It was a well worth and satisfied meal. Just want to let you know, Your son may not be rich like a billionaire and need to live with you because he has no money to buy his own house but I live within my mean, I manage to give you some pocket money and sometimes bring you to shopping and I still afford to buy you haagen dazs and JCO. To mum sister, if you want to come over our house I am just a phone call away, just call me and I will go your house to fetch you its really not a big deal to me. Obviously when both of you happy it just make my day better. Lastly it is just so great that everyday there must be one person who waited me to go back from work and ready to open the gate for me. I love both of you deeply and it will be until end of my life.