21 years old

already become 21 years old for 1 month. Last few days, my sister view her friend for me to see and the conclusion is the beautiful girl already have boyfriend, some too young and of course some jia be lo. For those who have boyfriend, my sister said this is the n boyfriend of her. This make me realize n boyfriend such a young age, but how about me 21 years old already did not have even one girlfriend. My sister tell me 21 years old did not have even one thats mean no hope already la. I also agree with what she said because i have one very good example, I am sure you all got watch NBA right？you all must have also know what is draft pick which is happen before each of the NBA season start, so if you are a very good player many team will which you to join their team without playing college basketball or they will hope you will not study until senior year and for those who study until senior year you are consider not good by NBA team. I will provide some evidence to support my theory la, LeBron James 03 and Kevin Garnett 95 first round 1st and 5th selected they not even play for college basketball, Loul Deng 04 only play for freshmen year was selected at 7th first round and for this seson the first 5 selection we have 4 freshman, Andre Iguodala 04 play until sophomore year was selected at 9th first round, Carlos Boozer 02 play until Junior year was selected at 35th second round, Tayshaun Prince 02 play until senior year was selected at 23th first round. so if study until senior not many team will want you.
So maybe to find a girlfriend is almost no hope already but i still will work hard on it and for those who said you must focus on other field rather than these, can i said bull shit to you.

funny service

already 4 days at bm, yesterday fetch my sister to her working place. At the moment,wish to have some donuts so i go to Big Apple to buy some. Big Apple at kl is a luxury goods to me but at bm it is a normal goods so i will eat without any regrets and consider on my pocket money. haha when i reach Big Apple a malay or foreign country worker come to serve me, and i have something dont understand so i ask the guy what is inside the donuts because for the particular donuts i never eat it before, but he answer me read the information given. Hey Sir if i understand what is written why am i going to waste my saliva to ask you again i am not that kind of stupid person. At the beginning, i feel very unhappy but when the time pass, i also feel very funny because in my opinion, u as a worker will have the responsibility to answer what the consumer ask you regarding to the product you want to sell and it is the responsibility of you as a worker to learn whatever new product that going to introduce by your company. Maybe you will think people not going to by it? but i think consumer will tend to ask information on this product.

Lastly, i hope you all improve your customer service, maybe you dont like your job but at least you try your best to make this part perfect. Serve your customer as good as you can.

今天的我

今天本来是很普通的一天，我还是继续的打game, 看super natural 和上网。不过这种正常的生活规律在下午4点被打乱了。当时是要下去跟ah toh, 丰轰和表哥说再见，他们要回去麻坡了。其实也是很普通的道别罢了，因为下个月的十一号我们又会在一起上课，做傻和讲鸟话。坏就坏在他们是最后一次看到ah chau,以后要再见都有一些问题了。道别就有一些道别的话咯！！！我就是被这些话影响了，就这些话弄到我很想哭。我的脑袋也在这个时候开始乱乱想如果跟ah chau离别后，我在这里的生活会是怎样？？？过后ah chau又跟我说不要打机了跟他说一些话，毕竟也没有什么机会了。我想也对啦,就很想跟他说一些话.可是,可能在那个时候我只想静静(在这间夹我算很吵得那个)的因为我怕我一说话,我会控制不了自己哭了出来.可能有一些人会认为这个人有病,一些些的东西就会被影响.可是我很想跟你们说我也想问我自己为什么.我是很容易被人家的话影响,可能你们觉得没有什么特别意义的话,可是在我脑海里已经转了三四圈.

ah chau过去那边真的要努力读书啊!!!我已经在这里讲第二次了,我也跟你讲到口水都干了.有空就来槟城找我啦.虽然我们只认识两个sem,不过你真的是一个很好的朋友.去到kampar就要实现你的诺言,去找一个女生来diao(谈恋爱)和努力读书.我也会努力的

在往后的日子,我还要面对不懂几次的离别,我很讨厌这种感觉.

Last paper for year 2 sem 2

Celebrating the end of year two semester two, finish the last paper today which is Pengajian Malaysia => LAN subject. I already done my best to complete this paper, even though one structure question i answer base on what i have read without refer to the question and hopefully didnt fail this subject la. Next month will be start of year 2 sem 3 and next wednesday, i will back to bm to enjoy 2 to 3 weeks holidays. After i come back to sungai long by january my house will less one person and he is ah chau, my lovely housemate. He will leave us by this december and start his new semester at Kampar. Ah Chau aaa I already tell u to study hard in last semester final exam if not u will go to kampar mia, u didnt want to listen to me, but anyway all the best to you at kampar. You have to study hard if not u will get terminate for sure in the future, i already see many example in my course please dont follow the foot step of them, and try very hard to continue study until u get the degree i know is hard. Lastly, we will miss you very much and so long, dont forget to come penang to find me wheneve there is a holiday. Gambateh to ah kit, biao ge and ah toh who will having their paper tomorrow and next monday.加油加油！！！ 

   

one paper to go

This afternoon, having my first paper HET (history of economic thought), a subject which is talk about the pass away economic scholar theory and if i am not mistaken the only one who are still leaving in this world is Gary Becker (1992 nobel prize winner) almost died liao 78 years old. I may not do well in this paper but what can i said is at least not fail. This few days you may notice my msn message is a bit rude, people died liao also want to scold people. I tell u for the last few days i study until almost siao liao, for this few days my life is only theory (study), sleep and eat nia. haiz but thanks god and guan ying ma this paper are over ady, focus on the next paper pengajian malaysia (fucking subject). All the best to ah toh and kian leong who will have their exam tomorrow. Yeah semi honeymoon mode. haha

Moon

Just now, ah toh call me and ask me to see the moon. It take me for a few minute to realize that we are sharing the same sky, which mean i can see the same moon as he can see. I go out and see but i can see nothing because my house there is just going through a rainy day, i think i can know whether the moon is blow up (ah toh said the moon going to blow up) or not only by tomorrow. From this small case, i realize that nature is very fair to most of us, as we are sharing the same moon and sun. We share the same moon and night and we share the same sun during the day. If after graduate which will happen 2 years from now (didnt fail any subject) and i already go through 3 graduation, I will feel more closer to my friend cause we are sharing the same moon, sun and we are living at the same ball which is earth. Why i need this kind of thing to persuade me??? the answer is... i miss them a lot la haha. Ya!!! I miss u all a lots:- friends at bm (we just meet yesterday) and friends at Utar (although for a few days didnt meet nia).

补发

        文章：离别

       日期：June 22nd, 2007 星期五

         作者：Panda baby king (已经换名了,不过我还是比较喜欢这个)

首先要跟这篇文章的作者道歉，因为当时我看了这篇文章过后，他叫我留下一些Comment. 可是我做了一件很愚蠢的事。他叫我留Comment我不是留Comment咯！！！结果过了一段时间我才发现我做了一件很愚蠢的事，就在有一次我们这一班朋友又再次出来聚一聚的时候，他跟我说为什么你留Comment在friendster profile那边？？？我就很疑惑的想,有错吗？？？不过，通过这一年来的学习（上网，blogging)，我发现到我错得有多严重。哈哈 所以对不起。

其实，我想找这篇文章已经有一段时间了。所以今天比较有空 (上几个星期忙到不知道怎样形容)，就找一找，然后拟补这个一年前犯的错误。在这里我只想说, 这篇文章是第一篇(我看过的)把朋友一个一个的用文字诠释出来的文章. 我看过的只是放他们朋友的个人照而已.谢谢你让我有这个荣幸成为这篇文章的一分子, 真的很荣幸!!!离别对我来说有一些的伤感,可是这也是我们要面对的现实. 虽然我们离别了,可是在过新年的时候我还是很光荣的跟我现在的朋友说我又要跟你们聚餐了.是你们让我有这个机会去炫耀,因为我这里很多朋友已经失去了这种机会了.而且我希望有机会炫耀一辈子.

如果有一天我的寿命到了终点 到地域去.阎罗王问我,你在人间做了什么事是没有遗憾的,我想认识你们就是其中一项了.你们是我最棒的朋友.

Happy Birthday to me!!!

Yesterday is my birthday, my classmate do something to celebrate with me they also give me some present la, Ah toh also buy me a mable cheese cake (he is my boss i eat with no regret). Thanks to u all for the hard work, i am very happy thank you thank you and thank you. 

I am very happy yesterday but i have a feeling of missing home (dont know why). Early in the morning i feel how good if i have a whatever ticket that allow me to go back from KL to Penang. This feeling follow me for the whole day, which is not happen before that. I miss my hometown; family, friends and much more. 

what do u want???

Today as usual going to HET tutorial class to present what i prepare for the last few days. After the presentation i manage to realize what i prepare is consider useless, because after the presentation when sir give comment, I feel my work is totally ignore by sir. He said we cant take everything from the text book (lazy) and present at class, we have to summarize what stated in the text book. but i already try my best to understand what the text book want to tell me and already summarize what i think is the answer. Why all the effort simply can let u conclude as lazy, Sir i also try to understand what i am going to tell u all and i think it is the correct way to tell what i understand and dont understand, because i not yet attend the lecturer and i already try to understand, why with one mistake (u think is mistake) u can judge people as lazy. My feeling for today is feel by this word lazy...

This subject also very funny mia la, 2 weeks change one tutor and we have to discover what u all want. Some tutor like extra things, some tutor said answer base on the question. It is very tired to do that, i as a student have to know what tutor want, understand what the text and prepare the answer. 什么你要？？？ 

a visit to kampar campus

This morning, i sleep at 0200 and wake up at 0430 just to follow utar (klang valley) to kampar to participated at the so call sport days. What i do at kampar is round the campus and wait, wait and wait, there are six game which is badminton, ping pong, futsal, volleyball, basketball and Pug of war. Finally, its come to Pug of war which i was one of the member but we lost to utar (kampar). The final result is we share the trophy, i think it is just nothing more than a friendly match.

From this visit to kampar, i swear i will do my best not to fail any subject, that will lead to a study in kampar. Kampar campus is damn big campus but there are too many useless places and constuction, for example some lake in the campus which is useless in the development of a campus. Beside that, student also have to travel for about 15 minute (walking) from the main entrance to the falculty this is my estimation only because bus also have to take about 5 minute so what do u think? the funny thing is their sport complex, they got 3 outdoor badminton court. What the heck is the university management thinking or they want their student to play badminton with strong wind or they want the other factor that decide who is the winner when there is a competition. This campus also look like a supermax in United State, from the shape of the building to the environment in the campus.

Kampar is a good place to study, but for me i like Sungai Long campus because it take only 30 minutes to arrive at some of the big shopping mall in KL, and i want to tell u all just now i having a terrible lunch and dinner. The food is totally shit...

Meaningful day

Monday is Deepavali, so Happy Deepavali for all the Indian in Malaysia and because of this, my housemate and classmate  going back to hometown as early as 23 Oct. Yesterday my house just left me and ah chau, all housemate going back already. Today another housemate go to zoo negara and sophie (classmate) also arrange some activity for me. Today i follow 慈青(慈济青年） to selayang （a town near gombak) to do something as you all call 义工:- visit a foreign country 难民营(Myanmar). These place is full of kids between 4 to 17 years old, i go there and try to help something and thanks to my mistake the kid have the opportunity to drink cold drinks, which they already didnt drink cold drinks for a long time. I feel very happy, i can do this meaningful things in my life rather than study and playing games. 

After a visit to selayang, this town is really like a town that just past through a war. This town got some shop, some man and woman selling things in front of the shop. not many people walking on the street. It is like people said 死城，but it can show me how lucky am i to live in Bukit Mertajam, a town where i grow up. Lastly, i feel a bit touching when want to said Good Bye to this kids. So Long this kids, i hope that Malaysia can provide a shelter for you to live for as long as we can, without sending you back to the war zone.  

damn fucking day

Just now when i walk back from utar, I kena robbed by 2  fellow and I lose my handphone and RM 1, luckily to said that my pringles survive from the robbed and now i am enjoying my pringles while blogging. I am not afraid and angry, but is a feel of disappointment, i feel disappointed with the security in Malaysia, leaving in Malaysia is no longer safe and i will try to leave Malaysia when i graduate from university, I already feel disappointed the politic of malaysia now malaysia make me even what i can said is sad. That 2 fellow dont want discuss more on them la. I think their parents will feel sad if they know their son is a robbery. haiz sad la malaysia sucks!!!

   

new semester (year 2 sem 2)

My school reopen 3 days ago, this also mean i start the new semester of year 2, 3 days ago. This semester pretty sad because ah chau probably will leave us due to poor result and i also have to study some fucking subject:- history of economic thought (H.E.T.), pengajian malaysia (LAN subject) and Bahasa Kebangsaan (LAN subject) if  cant be exempted. In HET i have to study all those fucking school of thought, i have to study all this, i think is due to all this people are extremely senang and that time also didnt have television show and games so they everyday think,think and think and after they died, they dont want bring with them and left all those theory for us to study this really sucks. In pengajian malaysia and bahasa kebangsaan i also dont know what i am going to study and i swear i am not going to put much effort on this 2 subject. Before school reopen i go jusco cheras selatan to watch eagle eye and its really a good movie for me. Today going to watch connected.

Best Tuesday i ever have

Tuesday, a good day for me because i go play football with secondary school friends. We only meet for i think 2 or 3 times for a year but it is also better than didnt meet at all. We are growing up, all of us past the age of twenty already some go to uni some already work(kok wei, due to his job, he is absent from this activities but working is more important) and tomato also go to perak (下乡计划）not (下乡服务）ryan said we need to differentiate this 2 because下乡计划 is 自愿的，下乡服务 is 被逼得。 otherwise it is full attendance but anyway ok la no a big problem. 

Even though we only meet that little time for a year, I found out that we are still the same, when we get together, we still have many things to talk, the rude word we will said is also almost the same. For example Ah Guan (gu leng) still become our target, and i also agree with SS (Soon Siang) he said:我们的关系就是这样维系的。Now i talk about why today ah guan will become our target, when we go to bola bola he ask us to go and fetch him because of raining, so raymond said when the rain is smaller u come la but he said mai!!! but finally he came also la, and of course he is late. From this action i can conclude that he is still ah guan that we all know, only he will do this kind of things.haha 

After, Futsal we go to play dota at CC in raja uda, this is my few time playing dota with human (I mean my opponent is human) because killing AI is not so paiseh but killing friends is more paiseh so i seldom play with friends. Many thing still didnt change very much but i realize one thing between us change very much, it is our hair style i found out that our hair is longer compare to the picture in the video we have two years ago. Raymond, SS, Ah Guan, Kok Wei, Ming Yang, Chee Siang, Ryan, Siang Foo, Hee Peng, Chun ge good to have you all as my friends

Genting

Last few days, I went to genting with my housemate (7 lan jiao lang and one normal person). My first impression on genting is Genting Highlands is a place for gambling, have a good weather, everything are very expensive and of course genting also have a theme park. But after a visit to genting i can conclude that genting is nothing except gambling because i dont like the game in theme park it make me feel sick (i mean not feeling well) and the food at genting also very expensive but not delicious at all, I also not sleep well during the night(how am i going to sleep well if 8 person is living in the standard room of first world hotel). Besides this, the public transport from genting going down to kl also is the worse public transport i have ever taken (almost accident for one time and another one is we saw another bus we the same model have an accident and causing and injuries), i promise i will no longer take bus from titiwangsa to genting.

After genting i go back to my second home currently and i sleep for almost 12 hours to recover from tiredness. After that, penang i am back!!! Happy Holiday for my 8 housemate, dotaing after 3 weeks must dota sampai gao gao.

Finally...Finally...

Yesterday my final exam is over with the last paper economic development, after the exam i thought i will celebrate, but it seems like i am very calm like nothing special happen. I dont know why??? maybe i did not work hard enough in this final exam or maybe this is a kind of relief from the pressure i suffer this 2 weeks. After the exam i also realize, i like economic more than finance 

coz i have problem answering finance paper but economic paper i still doing ok. I wonder how good it is if Utar can separate financial economic to finance (already available) and economic (not available currently).

Final exam is over, but for me its seem like i got nothing to do very boring!!! want playing dota also me and ah chau nia, wai kit go back already, ah toh go out celebrate liao, but luckily this afternoon i got play dota with ah chau classmate but i am not playing well i mean i play below average and from this game i also know when a person is very tired which mean he show a sign he want to sleep, he cant play well in dota no matter how good he play at normal level.

Next week i will be going to Genting Highlands and back to penang after that.

Classical Music

Tomorrow is my last paper, hope i can do well in that paper. While i am studying, i want to spend some time sharing something with you all. Last week i watch a japanese movie and i start to love classical music especially by the composer at the romantic-era.

My housemate said i am not suitable on listening to all this song  cause i am not that kind of person. They said all this song is very artistic and it is very suitable when u cant sleep at night. Anyway i still start to love all this song, and i wish to download more from the web(no money to buy it) if u all know any website that can download all this song please share with me and thank you for your sharing.

This 2 weeks is like a hell for me not doing very well in my exam, but i still hope i can pass all the paper i have been taken at least get a 2.0 for all the subject.

bad mood

My final exam started today, and i having my very first subject Money and Banking to be tested and it really test me, I hate my stupid brain why cant i remember all the things i needs to memories. Just now i heard one friend said the exam is very easy, but i would said it is moderate maybe my level is a bit low and maybe because of my stupid brain, haha and my aim for this subject is lower from 2.0 to 1.0 and hopefully year 2 sem 3 no need go kampar to futher my study. But if have to go also "bo hua" la, can go back every week also siok what!!!

This two days also feel not very good cause my gigi very very very sakit!!! and just because of gigi sakit i also not feeling well, go to the dentist just now and she said got one patient cuci gigi i have to wait until the nurse call, then only i can be the next patient. I already wait the call for 2 hours already, the nurse never call me. I think i have to wait until tomorrow for my teeth to be treated and i have to continue eating soft thing no meat,vegetable, rice and chicken i only can eat mee. 

Dont want thing too much liao la, focus on next paper is more important. Hopefully Chan Sook Gee 笔下留人.

Complicated

Its already 2 days i back to sungai long, and now i busy preparing my final exam. 

on my way back to sungai long i only realize that i love bm that much, because when i take bus from bm to kl, i am very sleepy but i have the desire to wait until the bus drive into highway where there is almost nothing interesting to see except some building and some of the plantation, then only i will sleep. Maybe this is the feeling to see what is the changes in bm or i just miss this place and hope to see everything that i love, but anyway i just leave this place for 3 weeks and i will back again, rather than 2 and a half month before that. 

At the day i came back to sungai long, i receive a very bad news. My father brother pass away at the day i came back sungai long. I feel pretty disappointed for not manage to attend the funeral, he is a guy who are very love his brother and sister and just because he didnt have kids, he love kids of his brother and sister which is us. For whatever things we needs he will surely buy for us and he also will try to help our family when my family have financial problem, so da bo i love u and u will always in my heart. I already 21 years old, very happy i am a big boy, but the sad things is i start to realize people who are close to me leave one by one (grand ma, grand pa, er bo, da bo). I dont know where are they going, but i hope is heaven. rest in peace all my beloved.

continue study.

unproductive date

August 20th; really unproductive, from 5pm i am dotaing for dont know how many hour. Me and my housemate start playing dota since i back from FM lecture class, and it should be 5pm if i m not mistaken, so thats mean i start playing dota from 5pm afternoon until yesterday morning 10am and of course we got take a break and go for McD and of course dinner. So beside eat the day is full of dotaing, and i only sleep by 10am yesterday morning, so as you all know yesterday i didnt go to school and skip 4 classes,2 tutorial and 2 lecture class and i sleep until 630pm afternoon, i plan to study M&B and i also cant manage to finish even one chapter, i also falling sick 2 days ago and my sound is like ah du, cant speak loudly and sometimes doesnt wish to speak also, so seem like very unproductive for a day and wish to do something meaningful and i think of blogging and this is the only think i manage to think of make my day more meaningful.

Hope that i can get away from the meaningless day as soon as possible.   

Coca Cola (d'chola)

This morning as usual i go to a mamak store to have my supper. But i discover one thing i feel, really impress me deeply and a thing that influence me, which mean if i cant graduate from UTAR i will feel embarrassing. I am sure everyone will wonder why just a mamak store will impress me that much.

In that mamak store, the person who serve me every time i go there, he is a degree holder and sometime a diploma holder come to serve me and the most impress me is the one who make roti canai for me,  he is the one with MBA(Master in Business Administration). What the heck is this world??? a degree and master holder cant find a job in India, so this also show how competitive the world i am going to face when i graduate. If i cant graduate with a degree holder, where am i going to find a job.

My friend in this mamak store, it is good to leave this place, with that low salary, the salary didnt fit your paper, go and find a job with a deserve pay, which means a pay that match with your qualification. Kinda sad u all are living, but we should have a chance to meet again. Chinese always said if u are my friend for one day, thats mean you are my friend for the whole life. So Long my friends.   

letter of apologize (group member)

Sorry seems to be the harders words to said and just now i said sorry to miss but i suppose to keep this sorry for you two, so i writte down my apology to my group member. I want to apologize on the Basic Econometrics assignment i done really bad on my area which is generate the data and interprept the data. I also didnt learn hard enough to use the eviews and make a mistake on the auto colleration assumption and i also make a mistake on the model and interprept wrongly the model, so i would like to said sorry to you two.SORRY...and i will do my best in the last assignment M&B. Lastly, i will said good to have you two as my assignment group member very happy to work with you two. Thats all, hope you two manage to read this.

Home

I am very busy for this few weeks, so my next post is still pending until now. i just past the nightmare week (this week and last week), but I still have 2 assignment and 2 midterm test i have to go through. Before i continue to study midterm and rush on assignment, i spend some time away from all this thing and write something here...

Home!!! actually it has a different meaning on different person point of view, for some people maybe they will think home is just a normal place for them to sleep, but for me it is more than that. For me home is the place i miss the most and it is the best place in the world, before i started my uni life,my perspective on home is also the same with many people, it is just a normal place. But after that, when i going through my uni life, i started to realize that home is really "home sweet home". I already almost 2 and a half month didnt go back and of  course i miss my home very much, people said i can go back if i want, its only take 5 hours but i'm tired with the journey i travel back home (maybe this is just an excuse). 

During my first year uni life, I wonder why my friend keep on going home, but slowly i start to realize they just going to the best place in the world and I feel happy, when i saw their happiness when going home. I also looking forward for my next trip back to BM, eager to see if any changes in BM.

a new start

 From today onwards i will start my blog on blogger and I think i will no longer using friendster to write my blog. This is a quite tough decision to make between friendster and blogger but my friend advice me why not go for a try in blogger, so i take the challenge  to post my blog on blogger. This will be a place for me to talk about what special things that happen to me when i go along my uni life or my entire life, and this is also a place for me to relax beside dota+ing and FIFA+ing, which mean get away from all the notes, assignments and test. So now i officially announce my blog will start from July 12 2008 on 0533am. Feel free to visit my blog and read my lousy english (totally fail if it  is in examination) lazy to write chinese but sometimes i will write in chinese if i wish to. Now have to continue on my assignment.